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Be Strong & Courageous by Aneeta Pearson

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As a Christian parent, I take pride in raising my children on the word of God. I am touched every time I see them sing along in praise and worship, asking when we are going to church, and wanting to know more about God. Scripture says, “Start children off on the way they should go, and even when they are old, they will not turn from it” (Proverbs 22:6, NIV).

Furthermore, I believe the word of God regarding the times we are living in. “In the last days, God says, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams” (Act 2:17, NIV). People may dismiss the idea that we are not living in the last days but ladies and gentlemen, look around you.

Not long ago, my son said, in his own words, “Mama, I must tell everybody about Jesus and that He loves them!” I got goosebumps on my arms when he said that. Mind you my son chose to accept Jesus Christ as his Lord and Savior, prior. I did not pressure him into doing so, neither did my husband. Furthermore, this isn’t the first time my son has made statements related to God that caught me completely off guard.

By his facial expression, body language, and making this statement (because I know my child) I know the Holy Spirit is at work. If I could put it into words, I discerned the presence of the Holy Spirit; a flood of compassion, joy, love for humanity, and yearning to tell the whole world about Jesus Christ was evident.

Besides being moved to tears, I supported him. I told him that the Lord is always with him so in all things be strong and courageous.

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He Loves You by Aneeta Pearson

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I love listening to my Christian playlist especially when I am cooking or doing chores around my house. I take the opportunity to meditate on Biblical scriptures as it relates to the lyrics of the songs. When I play my songs, I often think about God’s love for us and if we truly understand the depth of His love.

Personally, I went through the process of understanding God’s love for me and had to unteach myself all of the false (and ridiculous) things I learned and heard about God from others as a youth into adulthood. I needed to know Him for myself. I yearned for the truth of who He is. Accepting Jesus Christ as my personal Lord and Savior was my first step.

I am grateful for God’s demonstration of His love through Salvation. I am also thankful for His mercy, grace, discipline, conviction through the Holy Spirit, His plan for my life, and everything that entails His love.

Besides reading the Bible, and attending a Bible-believing, Bible-teaching, Christ-centered church, prayer is just as important. A day not praying or interacting with God feels weird, like I’m missing something, because my relationship with Him involves a loving fellowship.

The Bible has many verses about God’s love for us (1 John 4:7-12, Romans 5:8, and John 3:16) to list a few. God is love. He loves you. Get to know Him for yourself by accepting Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior.

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Trying to cope with the recent death of her mother and parenting a father who is an emotional wreck; Lillia begins to wonder if this is her new normal: facing life alone. Lillia’s Diary: The Bereavement is a story about a young woman wrestling with matters of her heart and the frustration of trying to make sense of it all.

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Walter’s new marriage to Mirna leaves Lillia forsaken. Devastated by her father’s betrayal, while healing from the death of her mother, Lillia copes in a way most familiar to her. Lillia’s Diary: His Providence continues the story of Lillia Tamura, determined to succeed against the odds.

His Greatness by Aneeta Pearson

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We love spending time as a family. Watching One Strange Rock as a family has been a great learning experience. We love learning together and having discussions afterward. Regarding this series, we were able to explore our planet through breathtaking images and listen to former astronauts share their personal stories and perspective about the Earth. Besides my son wanting to jump in the screen and join the astronauts; we discussed creation in a Biblical context and the greatness of our God in all His creations. The series is a reminder, at least to us, that everything around us is interconnected and beyond our human explanation.

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Live, Love, Laugh by Aneeta Pearson

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Live because time flies.
Love because it costs too much to hate.
Laugh because it is the best medicine.

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The Father’s Love by Aneeta Pearson

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Recently during my quiet time, I poured out my heart to God about a difficult situation. I was upset and stressed. After I asked Him to fix the situation, I said, “Father, I need your comfort.” Calling God “Father” took years to say considering my life experiences. However, I immediately experienced indescribable love and perfect peace after uttering those five words. I went to bed afterward. As I drifted off to sleep, I kept thinking, “Wow! His love! I’m in perfect peace!”

Someone once said, “Why are you surprised when God answers your prayers? You should be used to Him.” I replied, “How do you get used to God?” God always has a way of showing that He’s with me and that He’s in control, that still leaves me in awe, no matter how many times He answers my prayers. I am grateful for that. The Lord never promised life would be fair. But it is written that He promised to never leave us.

The Father’s Love is real. He is real.

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No Words by Aneeta Pearson

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My title says it all. I have no words to express what is happening in the world today. If I did have the words, this post would be pages long, but I will write this: I am commanded to love (John 15-12-17). And that is what I do, with the help of the Holy Spirit, every single day. The lyrics below pretty much sum it up for me.

Mandisa – Bleed The Same ft. TobyMac, Kirk Franklin

Lyrics

We all bleed the same
We’re more beautiful when we come together
We all bleed the same
So tell me why, tell me why
We’re divided

Woke up today
Another headline
Another innocent life is taken
In the name of hatred
So hard to take (hey!)
And if we think that it’s all good
Then we’re mistaken
‘Cause my heart is breaking (tell it, ‘Dis)

Are you left?
Are you right?
Pointing fingers, taking sides
When are we gonna realize?

We all bleed the same
We’re more beautiful when we come together
We all bleed the same
So tell me why, tell me why
We’re divided
If we’re gonna fight
Let’s fight for each other
If we’re gonna shout
Let love be the cry
We all bleed the same
So tell me why, tell me why
We’re divided

Tell me, who are we
To judge someone
By the kind of clothes they’re wearing
Or the color of their skin?

Are you black? (black)
Are you white? (white)
Aren’t we all the same inside? (the same inside)
Father, open our eyes to see!

We all bleed the same (we all bleed the same)
We’re more beautiful when we come together
We all bleed the same (we all bleed the same)
So tell me why, tell me why
We’re divided
If we’re gonna fight
Let’s fight for each other (fight for each other!)
If we’re gonna shout
Let love be the cry (be the cry!)
We all bleed the same (we all bleed the same)
So tell me why, tell me why
We’re divided

Only love can drive out all the darkness
What are we fighting for?
We were made to carry one another
We were made for more, said
Only love can drive out all the darkness
What are we fighting for? yeah
We were made to carry one another
We were made for more!

We all bleed the same (we all bleed the same)
We’re more beautiful when we come together (let’s stand united!)
We all bleed the same (we all bleed the same)
So tell me why, tell me why
We’re divided
If we’re gonna fight
Let’s fight for each other (fight for each other!)
If we’re gonna shout
Let love be the cry (be the cry!)
We all bleed the same(we all bleed the same) (bleed the same)
Let’s stand united (let’s stand united)
Let’s stand united!

So Father God, I pray
That our families will come together right now
And seek Your face
You will forgive our sins
And You will heal our incredible land
In the name of the only Savior, Jesus Christ
Amen

Credit:

Songwriters: Chris Stevens / Mandisa Hundley / Bryan Fowler / Toby McKeehan

Artist: Mandisa
Featured artist: Kirk Franklin
Album: Out Of The Dark
Released: 2017
Genre: Christian/gospel

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Wait, What? by Aneeta Pearson

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A few days ago, my son and I heard a Christian song that raised a red flag (to me) and brought on a ton of questions from him. My son was just as confused as I was when we heard it. The lyrics were not Scripturally sound. God is not the author of confusion (1 Corinthians 14:33 KJV).

Because my husband and I are responsible for our children’s spiritual welfare, it is our responsibility, through His word and the help of the Holy Spirit, to guide them. Instances such as this is a reminder of why reading/studying the word of God is critically important in the life of a Christian. I am not judging the artist in any way. Judging is not my job; its God’s. My job as a parent is to guide my children in the righteousness of God.

After a long Q & A session, my son concluded, “Wow that was confusing!” A statement I hope to never hear him say about a Christian song again.

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“‘Hope’ Is The Thing With Feathers” by Emily Dickinson

Published in 1891, “Hope” Is The Thing With Feathers by Emily Dickinson is a simple yet poignant poem. Indeed “Hope” remains.

“Hope” is the thing with feathers –
That perches in the soul –
And sings the tune without the words –
And never stops – at all –

And sweetest – in the Gale – is heard –
And sore must be the storm –
That could abash the little Bird
That kept so many warm –

I’ve heard it in the chillest land –
And on the strangest Sea –
Yet – never – in Extremity,
It asked a crumb – of me.

Cited From: The Poetry Foundation

Source: The Poems of Emily Dickinson Edited by R. W. Franklin (Harvard University Press, 1999)

Along The Way by Aneeta Pearson

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A few days ago, while watching an award show, I was happy to hear the winners thank the people that helped them on their journey. Usually, God, mother’s or father’s are first then the producer, manager, or significant other is second, or vice versa. Sometimes a teacher, coach, friend, or a former boss is recognized, sometimes not. Whatever the order is, or whoever it is, someone is acknowledged.

During the acceptance speeches, I thought about all the people I met along the way who sowed into my life. From my childhood to adulthood, I remember every individual that supported me, had my best interest at heart and was committed to my success. My thank you list would be very long if I gave an acceptance speech-with God being first. In any case, the fact of the matter is: no one succeeds alone.

*A special thank you to my Heavenly Father and to everyone who helped me along the way. You know who you are. God bless you!

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